Oh! What a disgrace to humanity All alone left to rot away Is that not what I am to all of you photocopies? Everybody knows how I look Everybody hates my twisted IM-M-M-MAGE They want to see me fall apart into dust Everybody knows how I look Everybody hates my guts Shut them out so they can’t see my IMAGE They made the whole world see my true unfiltered self Never go outside or they’ll see you I twisted myself in knots all to be loved by you And I still can’t see what you see in me This didn’t go how I was hoping So much to live for all torn to pieces I just want it all to end I’m overexposed All of this hatred is all my fault It would be the best choice to just stay here until I turn to nothing I feel my shutter speed is slowing down to a startling stop My last photograph is of a loved one I know that image won’t fade I hope I’ll see you again after all is said and done I don’t want to be caught in the blast of my own camera flash I crashed a thousand ships with my own ugly face Now I hope that I’m swallowed by this darkroom that I call home And that I will never be found by anyone ever I don’t deserve you What was I thinking? How could you ever love someone like me? I’m so ugly how do you stand me day after day after day So damn ugly… How do you stand me? I don’t want to live a life in this unbearable life I live Don’t look at me Unbearably shaken up like a polaroid God I’m dizzy I’m so hungry Cannot bear to leave my room Don’t look at me Unbearably hungry You can’t save me My aperture is shut tight and I can’t breath I need an escape from my disease of a face is holding me back from you I need to escape from this life I don’t want to be caught in the blast of my own camera flash I crashed a thousand ships with my own ugly face Now I hope that I’m swallowed by this darkroom that I call home And that I will never be found by anyone ever As I feel my power drain I know that it’s too late for me I hope my lover will not be too scarred at my demise I know that she’ll be strong That’s how she always has been And I know she’ll avenge everything that happened to me